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Wow .....Its been ages since Ive blogged.....
Kind of just woke up......saw a msg from a friend.....asking me out for lunch and morning shopping..... At fist wanted to reply that im working morning tomoro then realised that the msg was sent yst......so he meant it for today......
So kind of miss it......Yst was thinking of messaging him to ask him out for breakfast......but made the assumption that he would prefer to sleep.....well to think that he would msg me instead to ask me out......and the best part is i only saw it the next morning......
Is all this fate? If I had been straightfoward and just msg him yst nite....maybe we would both be having fun right now......I wonder why we never stop making assumptions and jumping into conclusions based on our assumptions......
Our actions for today would directly and indirectly be of a consequence in the future.....So maybe we are just extra careful with them.....thinking too much in the process and thus never enjoyed ourself fully.....
I was watching this jap drama called proposal daisakusen......
Its basically a story abt a young guy that regrets his actions in the past and was given a chance to go back and correct them and also to voice his feelings out for the girl he loves.
It then occurred to me that .....can human change or correct their errors even after knowing abt them and have the chance to go back and do something abt it????
Thoughout the show.....eventhough the guy know what was wrong.....and he puts in lots of effort to correct them but along the way he made his own assumptions abt things but finally nothing much was done....
So if only we are more straightfoward abt our feelings.....putting our assumptions and ego aside.....and just voice out how we feel abt things......doesnt matter personal feelings or work related......would our life be more fulfilling?
Haha to suddenly have such thoughts after waking up?
Must be still in Lala land.......
Well my life right now .......im kind of hitting a depressive plateu.....
Im conscious of this depressed feeling that i have everyday......sometimes i just dont feel like talking or even smilling......
Problem is Im nor sure why im feeling this way?
Hormones?Stress?
Work or Personal?
Guess ive been keeping everything inside of me.....so everything just accumulates.....
Well guess i can only take things slowly first.....try to source out the cause of my depression.....
And work things out from there.......
I miss Europe..... basically i miss the freedom of travelling.....it may be tiring but the excitement that follows just keep you happy....
Maybe I will plan a trip somewhere at the end of the year.....
So Ganbatte!!!!!
Lets work hard now so that we can play at the end of it all!!!!
