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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Evil Thoughts.....

Survived my 21 hours marathon shift followed by another 13 hrs shift the following day, with only 18hrs of rest between the two.....
Now I'm halfway through the second 13 hours shift.... Really shacked.... Worst still currently down with flu..... Had a slight fever yst nite but manage to bring it down by morning....

Still have one more day of work[Evening shift]..... Really contemplating to take one or two days of MC.... Further more the on-call person is TLJ.... HAHA wanted to let him have a taste of his own medicine but guess thats too evil.....

Did one case just now.... Patient had SAH... Almost 80% of patients with SAH need to have a follow-up Angiogram done..... So was able to predict that the angio mobilisation team will need to come back.... One of the main causes of SAH is aneurysms but it can also be caused by trauma to the head....

Learn some basic set-up of angio.... I really hope to be trained there one day.... Really looking forward to it though not really looking forward to working with one of the doctors...
Somehow or rather I feel that he dislikes me and God knows why......
I'm quite scared of him too I guess..... His presence can really make me very nervous and panicky....

Received quite a number of invites for CNY celebrations......
One is from that Dr himself... Well he invited the whole dept and its some sort of a yearly thing....
The second is from xiaoxia... She holding a small BBQ gathering and only me, piggie and Ah-Chan is invited so its kind of a hush-hush thingy....
The third is JT.... His daughter is one-month old so they holding the 1-month celebrations for her and also to celebrate his's first daughter birthday.....
Thinking of going shopping on Thurs, to look around for gifts for the two girls....
May be meeting up with VL,JL & DW on that day for dinner though everything not confirm yet... still waiting for KS reply i guess...

VL is flying of to perth next week thurs... Its a morning flight so maybe will be able to send him off but think will be quite arkward if his family members is there cos i dont know his relatives...
The trip to Perth this coming April would most likely be postponed to August ...well all due to a lack of financial resources on my part... Guess VL wont be too happy with my decision...

On the other hand.... the weekend trip to cameron this coming 23rd is confirmed.... really looking forward to it... heard the climate and environment there is pretty relaxing so it may be a good time to unwind...

Had a long talk with Saf yst on the phone.... well was quite free yst morning so gave her a call....
She wanted the whole group of us to go on a short trip... well I suggested either Thailand or Cameron would be fine....
Cameron will be better cos I can then try out the local hiking trip there and also try out the other hotel that I was more interested in - LakeHouse Cameron Highlands
Hmmm guess will need to meet up to discuss....

Well since the Perth trip is postponed.... need to think of a cheaper place to go to....
Was thinking of Bangkok.... the flight there not too ex and the accomodation is okay too
But still contemplating to go on a package or totally on my own.....
Hai decision-making sucks... Really hate it...
My mind is slowly getting numb... Cant think so gonna stop here for now....
Ciao....

Saturday, January 28, 2006
Looooong Shift!!!

Currently at work...... started at 5pm and will only finish my shift at 2pm tomoro..... Haha guesss I'm trying to be a WonderWoman..... Well this kind of things happen when you are too kind-hearted and other ppl just take advantage of your naivety.... Hai what to do .... Guess its just my luck....

Aniwae its not that busy at work so I'm quite okay with the arrangement.....
My shift could have been more worse off if some of my seniors had not step in to stop me...
And true to HTV words, TLJ took MC for today even after I've agreed to help part of his evening shift....

I now realise that no matter how small the workplace is, there would still be some form of politics.... guess its just human nature to be selfish at times so cant really blame anybody....
In fact, I myself is selfish at times.... being envious of others and..... hmmmm

Lost my line of thought cos was distracted with the arrival of an MRI patient... and also chatting with Vic so kind of interrupted my thoughts....
Realised that this happens LOTS of times already.... When I'm not logged on.... I have lots of things in my head that I wanna document but once I'm in blogspot I lost all that ideas and issues that I wanna address.... Hai my brain RAM really very limited i guess....

Well maybe I will just talk abt other things instead while my mind recollects all my thoughts....
At my previous entry I mention abt this Kdrama that I just finish watching.... "Lover in Paris"

The storyline is okay... just like any other Kdrama... lots of drama, tears, and happy ending...
Well the story is abt two guys[brothers to be exact] falling in love with one girl....
Lots of conflicts arises from it esp from the guy's family side... and blah blah blah all the usual stuff in Kdrama...

Well for a girl..... its a really heartwarming and touching story abt love, human nature and bonds between people in the family.....
Personally I quite like it.... especially one of the male character.... His name is LDG[Lee Dong Goon-not really sure abt the spelling]
His the second korean actor [after Bae] that has captured my attention...
He is not only endowed with good looks but also talented in acting... He really bring out the character he played and brought it to life...
Watching him on screen... I can really felt his anguish, hurt and anger... He potrays all his feeling excellently...

There was one particular scene that i like the most.... Its a scene whereby he shaves off his moustache and goatee cos he is starting work at the family company....
Haha think gillette co. may want to endorse him for their ads and commercial...
He really make shaving looks so easy and sexy... Really love that scene so much....

Well till now, Im still unable to gather my thoughts on the previous issue....Cham... maybe I will continue some other time.....

Actually there is another issue that just arise.... its abt my upcoming trip.....
Well kind of promise Vic that I will go Perth in April... Sad to say I'm having second thoughts abt it due to monetary issues....
Was chatting online abt this... and kind of feeeling frustated now... well actually more at myself rather than at him.... well maybe slightly at him...

He tend to get to my nerves and I dont know why???....... he also gives suggestions that are impossible and somehow or rather I feel that he does not understand the situation or even me myself....
Well maybe its partly my fault cos I tend to always assume that he knows what I'm thinking....
At times I really dont know how to discuss things with him cos we may just both end up in a heated argument.... How I wish that I myself can understand him better..... Or at least be able to communicate at a better level with him....

Rite now I'm lost at sea.... my exact current state of mind... Guess I better get some rest or I might fall sick and then inconvenienced to my colleagues...
Ja Na!!!

Thursday, January 26, 2006
Library fines

Realised that my library account has 0 fines....
I dont remember paying off any of my previous fines.....
I last recall that my fines had accumulated to S$60+++...

Wow really suprised.... Haha wonder which kind soul paid off my fines for me....
Anyway THANK YOU VERY MUCH to that kind soul.... God Bless You....

Currently at work...on night shift....
Took a walk around the hospital just now...kind of very peaceful....too bad cant leave work for too long....

Planning for a short trip in April.... Qantas having tickets promotions rite now to Australia so still considering.... Lots of things to consider for example the itineries, accomodation, traveling, food and much more....

Had never when on a trip on my own.... and realised that solo trips are relatively more expensive...
Anyway before that would be going on a weekend getaway to Cameron Highlands with mother.... Hmmm this weekend trip is much easier to plan....

Well just now the oncall Angio team[HTV & SO] was supposed to had an E case but the case was cancelled at the last minute.... so we all ended up calling for pizza delivery and had wonderful hot pizzas for supper....
well this dont really happen always so really glad that we all could sit down and chitchat.....

Another round of Dr's attachment is coming soon... My fav. Dr E would be rotated to another hospital... Guess would really miss her.... She's really unique and great... a rare gem indeed
well Dr Y is also rotating to another place, which is just next door... so guess its not too bad...

He just gotten married and found out from JT that his wife works in the same line as us.....
Knew her during school's clinical attachments..... well had a non-pleasant encounter with her so my comments on her may be biased.....

On another note altogether..... Dr T would still be staying for another round of attachment...Hai what luck... Well I'm not saying I hate him but its just that his working style is one of a kind... Cant really explain much... but my personal opinions is biased cos of all the stories Ms Piggie told me of him from the previous workplace so maybe he is not that bad afterall....
Wonder is there would be a farewell party for Dr E&Y just like the previous doctors that came and left....

Well talking abt parties and stuff...... JT having a one month baby celebration for his newborn baby girl....(cant remember her name but very sure start with letter G)
and most propably it would clash with xiaoxia CNY BBQ party.... Haha that would just mean.... more photos to come....looking forward to both event.....

New plans for Blog

1. Post more photos [well so that I dont need to type too much haha]
2. Revamp the sidebar
3. Add photo albums link to the sidebar
4. Try to find new skins
5. Update more regularly.....

So will try to get the above done whenever I'm free....Getting sleepy so gonna go catch some rest...

PS: Just finish watching "Lovers in Paris".... A Real TearJearker but definitely a complete romantic story.... Haha found someone new to love.... LDG

Monday, January 23, 2006
Weird Dream

Had a weird dream this morning...... At around 7am, woke up due to call of nature and cos im still so tired went back to sleep after......

Had a dream then abt one of my closest guy friends......ending with a french kiss with him..... felt really weird.... after all these years of liking him....never had I had such a dream......
Really wondering what does the dream means......Some friends told me that if u can remember the dream vividly after waking up that means it wont come true.....

This is the first time I remember my dreams clearly after waking up.....Usually its very fussy and i only get the gist of the idea......

Maybe Im subconsiously thinking abt the upcoming trip to Perth......would be meeting him there alone so not sure what will happen.....

Anyway... CNY is around the corner... well as expected I will be working loooong hours shift during this coming weekend....well im hoping i wont fall sick.....

A senior bdae is today so wishing him[CT] a very HAPPY BDAE!!!!!

Well need to get ready for work so ciao......


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